i just put down the phone.

each time i hear her speak..my heart wrenches..

i really admire her for the way she gives in..the way she suffers in silence as she watches her girl do as she wishes...yell at her..malign her...accuse her..the hurtful words that pierce..i dunno..it is easy to pass the remark that she's just spoiling her..or that she should just scold her..but the way things are now have been due to a built up of the past..the discipline (or lack of it) that has been administered..the fears too that a mother has.

its easy to speak of washing your hands of her..but u know u would not. because at the end of the day..she's still your flesh and blood..what more a girl.

and i can only listen in silence..as i imagine the situation..and within me my heart cries with her..and really wish that i could be there just to hug her and tell her how much i admire her and to affirm her that she is no failure..

and i can only pray for wisdom to handle the situation..and more love.

joyboy i miss yeww alot and i really really need to talk to yeww soon...jiayou at work and remember if she bullies u i really will stalk her and put cockroach in her cereal ok!(fake one larh.i dun dare to touch a real cockroach>.<)

i just put down the phone.

each time i hear her speak..my heart wrenches..

i really admire her for the way she gives in..the way she suffers in silence as she watches her girl do as she wishes...yell at her..malign her...accuse her..the hurtful words that pierce..i dunno..it is easy to pass the remark that she's just spoiling her..or that she should just scold her..but the way things are now have been due to a built up of the past..the discipline (or lack of it) that has been administered..the fears too that a mother has.

its easy to speak of washing your hands of her..but u know u would not. because at the end of the day..she's still your flesh and blood..what more a girl.

and i can only listen in silence..as i imagine the situation..and within me my heart cries with her..and really wish that i could be there just to hug her and tell her how much i admire her and to affirm her that she is no failure..

and i can only pray for wisdom to handle the situation..and more love.

joyboy i miss yeww alot and i really really need to talk to yeww soon...jiayou at work and remember if she bullies u i really will stalk her and put cockroach in her cereal ok!(fake one larh.i dun dare to touch a real cockroach>.<)